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Monday, 13 October 2008

  • Obsession

     

    Obsession

     

    I cannot think of a single word to describe him.

    Wonderful? Crazy? Stubborn? Impossible?

    He is like an addiction, a habit that needs to  

    be sniff at everyday or you end up all wrong.

    You cannot write. You cannot even speak.

    It’s as if the mere mention of his name makes

    You sweat and tongue-tied. The butterfly in your

    Stomach fluttering their little wings, caressing you

    as if to ease your discomfort, but you end up

    crying your soul out.

     

    Then you started to write a poem

     

    I’ve seen

    A silhouette

    Under the midnight sky

    The darkness masking  

    An unspoken cry

    An obsession

     

     

    But you end up dreaming impossible dreams.

    Dreams where you are not scared but full of confidence

    You step up and smiled warmly at him. You use the very

    Essence of feminism that you carried from the day you were born

    You walk up and gather him in your arms. Seductively tucking

    His wind blown hair, whispering in his ears, smiling wickedly

     As you saw him flush, seeing the hunger, seeing the agony and pain

     Reflecting itself in both of your eyes, watching, brooding,

    You wanted to stay, to feed the monster inside you

    But you end up waking from the dream

     

     

     

    If dreams are the realities of my life  

    I don’t want to wake up from it anymore

    So let me sleep and wake me no more ….

Thursday, 02 October 2008

Tuesday, 30 September 2008


  • Closing Cycles by Paolo Coelho

    One always has to know when a stage comes to
    an end. If we insist on staying longer than the
    necessary time, we lose the happiness and the
    meaning of the other stages we have to go
    through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending
    chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters
    is to leave in the past the moments of life that
    have finished.

    Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship
    come to an end? Did you leave your parents'
    house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting
    friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend
    a long time wondering why this has happened.
    You can tell yourself you won't take another step
    until you find out why certain things that were so
    important and so solid in your life have turned into
    dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be
    awfully stressing for everyone involved: your
    parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your
    children, your sister, everyone will be finishing
    chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with
    life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a
    standstill. None of us can be in the present and
    the past at the same time, not even when we try to
    understand the things that happen to us. What has
    passed will not return: we cannot for ever be
    children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or
    rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and
    night relive an affair with someone who has gone
    away and has not the least intention of coming
    back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to
    let them really go away.

    That is why it is so important (however painful it
    may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of
    things away to orphanages, sell or donate the
    books you have at home. Everything in this visible
    world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of
    what is going on in our hearts - and getting rid of
    certain memories also means making some room
    for other memories to take their place. Let things
    go. Release them. Detach yourself from them.
    Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so
    sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do
    not expect anything in return, do not expect your
    efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be
    discovered, your love to be understood. Stop
    turning on your emotional television to watch the
    same program over and over again, the one that
    shows how much you suffered from a certain loss:
    that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

    Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting
    love relationships that are broken off, work that is
    promised but there is no starting date, decisions
    that are always put off waiting for the "ideal
    moment." Before a new chapter is begun, the old
    one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has
    passed will never come back. Remember that
    there was a time when you could live without that
    thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a
    habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it
    may even be difficult, but it is very important.

    Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity
    or arrogance, but simply because that no longer
    fits your life. Shut the door, change the record,
    clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being
    who you were, and change into who you are.


    *Before I start writing a new entry I would just like to share this with you.

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

  • Azariel

     

                    I admit I’m not that great. In fact, I paled in comparison with the greatest painters like Picasso or Rembrandt. I am like an anthill compared to a mountain. Which is why I am, one can say, overwhelmed to received a missive from the gods carried by Hermes, himself; which allows me to speculate that something of great importance is about to change my entire existence.

                    Should I feel exhilarated? Or probably just dazed? I was commissioned to paint Hera’s portrait, that, including going to where they dwell – Mt. Olympus. An opportunity of a lifetime. I am A NOBODY turned into A SOMEBODY. Gossipmongers’ whispers how finicky Hera is, destroying a nation because it displeases her; what more of a NOBODY painting her very likeness? Hah!  Let them eat their vile heart out. To be one of the few mortal beings to have the honor of not only glimpsing the gods; but also breathing the same air that they breathe, is a privilege that should not be wasted.

                    Hermes was the one who fetch me. Carrying my easel and paints, I was terrified when he mentioned that I don’t need them. How can I paint Hera without my craft? Chuckling in mirth, he told me that I’ll be using unique equipments that is not use by mortals. Hera would be insulted and might just strike my head off my shoulder.

                  We arrived at the golden gate lined with maple trees or is it cherry blossoms? I cannot distinguish their smell as it is faint and seems delicate. Slowly as we move towards the door, leaves fall slowly…I was struck with amazement – while down there it is winter, it is autumn in here. We arrived at the garden first. I saw a new easel in the center of the reddest roses I’d ever seen, paints in golden goblets. Hermes confided that, the paints are made of the purest honey one can ever find, nectars of flowers and fruits, brushes made of spider’s web; it took them a day to gather all this just to avoid Hera’s wrath. I feel dread climbing his way upon my throat. I hide my fear, difficult it maybe, and blandly look at him and nod my head in agreement.

  • Azariel II

    He told me that a day in Olympus is equivalent to a decade in a mortal’s world. 10 years!  My God, I’m just a lad at that time. I don’t even know yet how to paint nor have“wet my ears” so to speak. I ask him then how long should I be allowed to stay there and he told me that if Hera is not satisfied that I might just stay the whole eternity in there or if She is really disgruntled that I will probably be thrown to Hades.

     

    I gulped then in fear and felt the hopelessness cascading down my whole person. My entire existence banishing right in front of me! Hell! I’m probably already dead to the world anyway. Hermes saw the bleakness in my eyes, my complexion turning gray and told me, perhaps to ease my flight, that if Hera is pleased, I can ask her, tactfully of course, if I can ask for something in return. A gift for a mere mortal, that is. One should always humble oneself especially in the presence of the Great Goddess. One can’t say if one might be change into a frog and lived his whole life as bait.

     

    Though, knowing Hera like he did, Hermes buffing up his chest, The Goddess cannot take back what she has already granted. So, one should be wise because even though Hera cannot take back what she has given, She  is a wily creature and can ask any of her children to undo the task for her.  



Wednesday, 06 December 2006

Saturday, 19 November 2005

  •  

    Rain

     

    Have you ever notice how the rain falls

    the same time your tears falls?

     

     

    I always love the rain.

    No matter how small it is or

    How big the droplets are.

    For me, whenever the clouds darken,

    I feel my heart at peace,

    knowing deep inside that,

    here comes my rain,

    washing away every

    single thing in its path.

    Not a single dust escapes its

    clutch as it mercilessly wipes

    down everything in its path.

                                                              

    At night, when the rain pours and

    I am safely inside our home,

    I often dreamt what it would be like,

    people hurrying to find shelter,

    mothers rushing home to cook food,

    worrying that their babies might go hungry,

    people stuck into traffic; employees

    turning off their computer, ready to go home

    lovers silently crying as they

    go their separate way, hiding

    their tears with the fall of the rain

    my rain drowning yet another  soul.

     

    I was told once that the rain heals

    As it also hurt … your spirit …

    Your soul … the innermost you

    So I dream of a way for it

    Not to hurt and destroy my loved ones.

    Because I too, am being hurt

    When they accuse of my rain

    With something that it didn’t do

    Justice, you might say, for the innocent.

    I tried… and in my endless journey

    I’ve learned to grow and mature; but

    I find myself alone; alone with my rain.

     

    Blinded by my selfish love

    For my dearest rain, I left all

    Or should I say, I have

    forsaken my rain? In my journey

    I forgot the truth and deceive myself

    that I could prove them erroneous

    he is innocent from their accusation

    But the truth be told, I am to be blame

    To gain knowledge is to be set free

    and to love my rain for what it really is,

    to love rain’s imperfection

    Is what love really is.

     

    Once in my life, I also learned to cry

    To seek refuge with the rain’s splatter

    In my mind, what would it do wrong?

    For it stand by my side in my darkest hours

    It cried with me and embraces me

    It is my own rain.

    But in my life, I also learn to forgive

    To seek the sun’s laughter and the

    Gaiety of life after the rain,

    In my darkest moments I also

    discover not all of my life will be hidden

    and be comforted by my rain

     

                                    

    so I learn to let go…. 

     

                                                  Raven  ©®™

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  • As I traverse this wasteland called life, I know that he will be waiting patiently, mimicking the silence of the night He will be there .... The one who will shelter my tired soul. Somewhere out there I'll find my beloved. Then... will then .... will I rest in eternal slumber...